There's just no one...who gets me like you do...

Wed, 18 May 2005 03:55:03 GMT

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
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Tue, 22 Mar 2005 05:13:57 GMT

1. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):
Bernice Frosting

2. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Deer Samba

3. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME: (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Vonster the Monster Middletown

4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial + first three letters of your last name):
C. Ykro

5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal + name of high school):
Cow Mercy

6. YOUR BARFLY NAME: (last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):
Popcorn Midori Sour

7. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name + street where you first lived):
Stephanie McDowell

8. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (favorite candy + favorite musicians last name):
Gobstoppers John

9. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME: (name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
Mike Verizon

10. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: ( first 3 letters of your last name+ last 3 letters of mothers middle name /+/ first 3 letters of your pets name + first 3 letters of the town you live in): rol-ent-chr-mid

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? White
2. WHAT ARE YOU READING NOW? The DaVinci Code
3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? I don't have one
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Sorry!
5. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? My bathroom when it hasn't been sprayed
6. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? my hair
7. FAVORITE COLOR(S): hot pink and turquoise
8. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR(S): puke
9. HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? when I stop singing
10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? uhm...I gotta find someone to have kids with first
11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Vanilla
12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? Yes
13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? my Joshie bear
14. THUNDERSTORMS...COOL OR SCARY? amazing
15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? JOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 95 oldsmobile
16. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT? bowling
17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? nope
18. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? I'd be a plastic surgeon...lol
19. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? empty
20. FAVORITE MOVIE(S): can't pick
21. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? sorta
22. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? LOTS of CRAP
23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 8
24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? basketball
25. YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST INTENSE PAIN? my back
26. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? Ketchup
27. HAMBURGER OR HOTDOG? cheeseburger
28. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Spain, Belize, Cozumel
29. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? a bunch of pics
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH NAME? Yvonne Stephanie
31. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR WHAT WOULD IT BE? light brown with blondish highlights lol

so I should be doing homework...

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 17:35:41 GMT

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~*~*~*~ LOVING~*~*~*~
Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be
around. You are the type of person that accepts
people for who they are and they in return of
your good heartedness, accept you right back.
You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a
sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from
the past, you don't usually trust people. You
have probably been hurt by someone you love or
loved dearly which makes it hard to confide in
others. Easy going and romantic, fun and
lovable, you have a great personality. You are
very well liked in the general world that
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Your Evanescence song is: Going Under
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you were suppressed and unhappy. You were
treated badly, and were somewhat brainwashed.
Now you've woken up and are in deep pain. You
want some gratitude for all things you have
done for him/her, but don't get any. You feel
like you are falling and have difficulty
getting back on the right track again since
your mental abuse has taken a toll on you.

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quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
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Wed, 23 Feb 2005 02:22:08 GMT

WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with?: Jason
2. What is your weapon of choice?: my bowling balls
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: oh I have
4. How about of the same sex?: hell yeah
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: probably Jason
6. What is your pet peeve?: fake people
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: hmm...not really

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a while?: homework
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 6
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: my gramma...I know...I'm horrible
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: I'm too tired
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? if I was drunk does it count
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: today
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: 3 times:)

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: starbucks...white chocolate mocha
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?: white all the way:)
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: omg...I was puking until 9 in the morning
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: I should
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: have u seen a recent picture of me...lol
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: sweeeeeeeeeeet
7. Have you ever looked at a small pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?: NOOOOOO...but I want a puppy

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: uhm...I don't know
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: like 4...
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: lol...once...the guy had a boner...it was kinda funny
4. Have you "done it"?: uh huh
5. What is your favourite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: eyes:)
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: nooooooooooo
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: nope

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: 12
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: H&M
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: pay off all my bills...lol
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: famous
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: hell yeah
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: no
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: like 5000

PRIDE
1. What's one thing you have done that you're most proud of?: been able to live in jersey without dying...lol
2. What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?: probably being in college
3. What's one thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: having a happy family
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: nope...I'm use to it
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: yup...I'm a dork
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: uh huh
7. What did you do today?: got up...went to class...made lunch...watched days of our lives...went shopping in the city...came back...went back to the city to meet with Ruben

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: I want Johanna!!! lol
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: my dad
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: Hilary Swank
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: yeah
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: yup
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: high self-confidence
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: hell no
8. Finally, what is your favourite deadly sin?: LUST!!!!!!

memememe

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 20:34:04 GMT

How to make a Yvonne

Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

5 parts humour

1 part beauty

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy!

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lala

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 00:33:12 GMT

Take the test, by Emily.

vegas...need I say more...

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 03:21:40 GMT

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 06:51:37 GMT

1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Single?: yes sir
(4) Want to be?: nope, I need someone to hold me
(5) Your birthday: April 15
(6) Age you act: 22
(7) Age you wish you were: 4
(8) Your height: 5'8
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: most of the time
(11) The color of your hair: I'm not really sure...dark brown with auburn highlights
(12) Happy with it?: nope
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty
(14) Your living arrangement?: uhm...at my dads tonight...sometimes at my moms...then my apt at school with my 2 roomies
(27) Your family: don't wanna talk about it
(29) What's your job: student...cashier at panera bread
(30) Piercings?: 3 in each ear...6 gauge...and my belly button
(31) Tattoos?: 4
(32) Obsessions?: music...my eyebrows...cuddling
(35) Do you speak another language? si...yo habla espanol
(36) Have a favorite quote?: Love...I get so lost...sometimes...
(37) Do you have a webpage?: yeah right

DEEP THOUGHTS
(38) Do you live in the moment?: always
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I have to be...I go to spc
(40) Do you have any secrets?: of course
(41) Do you hate yourself?: yup
Complicated? uh huh
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: nope
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: getting attached to people too quickly
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: amazing eyes, caring, unique, friendly
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Are You Kidding?
(46) What's your biggest fear?: being alone, unloved, death, riding in cars with other people
(47) Can you sing: I've been told so
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: hell no
(49) Are you a loner?: nope
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: of course
(52) Are you a daredevil?: yup...I'm crazy
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: definitely
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: both depending on my mood
(55) Have you got a ?: I've got a lot of ?s
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? my ability to not let things bother me and show my emotions
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: weight
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love
(59) How do you vent?: I shut down...sit in bed...cry...smoke...
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: ohh there are so many things
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: I guess so
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: be yourself
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my legs
(65) And least?: everything else
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: depends who's looking
(67) Are you confident?: not really
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: not sure
69) Do people know how you feel?: nope
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: most of the time

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: yup
(72) Do drugs?: uhhh
(73) Read the newspaper?: when I get it
(74) Pray?: more than I would like to admit
(75) Go to church? not really
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: ehh...sometimes...
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yuppers...my hug me bear
(78) Take walks in the rain?: hell yeah
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: uhh no
(80) Drive?: all the time
(81) Like to drive fast?: I got pulled over tonight for goin 73 in a 65...lol

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yup
(83) Hurt yourself?: not really
(84) Been out of the country?: just got back from mexico
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: ohh yeah
(86) Burped?: hell yeah
(88) Been in love?: can we not talk about this
(89) Done drugs?: yup
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: nope
(94) Played strip poker: yes
(95) Gotten beaten up?: No.
(97) Been picked on?: yup
(98) Been on stage?: yup
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: uhh...I'll say yes?
(100) Slept outdoors?: yup
(101) Thought about suicide?: yup
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yup
(103) If yes, what is your record?: last week
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yup
(107) Slept all day?: yup
(108) Killed someone?: what? no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yup
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: hell yea
(115) Had a dream that came true?: no
(116) Broken the law?: yeah...lol
(117) Met a famous person?: a ton...Its too late to list them all
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: what kind of animal...lol
(146) Stolen anything?: nope
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: both
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: hell yeah
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: hahaha
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope
(152) Bungee jumped?: I wish
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yup

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: DC
(155) Brand of clothing?: tilt
(156) Cologne/perfume?: abercrombie 8
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: sweats...lol
(159) Wear hats?: all the time
(161) Wear make-up?: yup
(162) Favorite place to shop?: old navy
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my unlv hoodie
(164) Are you trendy?: nah
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: ewwwwwwwwww no

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yup
(167) Miracles?: no
(168) Astrology?: yes
(169) Magic?: no
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: Yes.
(172) Santa?: nope
(173) Ghosts?: yes
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: yes
(176) Yin and Yang?: uhh I dunno
(177) Witches?: yes
(178) Easter bunny?: no
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: haha no
(181) Do you wish on stars?: all the time

LOVE
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: yes
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: more than he could ever imagine
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: yes
(186) What do you find romantic?: a day alone
(187) Turn-on?: lol...not tellin
(188) Turn-off?: not much...lol
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: obviously not...lol
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: I'm not sure
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: definitely know
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: hell yeah
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: being held
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: attitude
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? from the love aspect...being taken to cali...
(208) Are you in love?: no
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: what significant other:(
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: turn around

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: haha...yall know that
(212) You wanted to kill?: same person
(213) That you laughed at?: Johanna
(214) That laughed at you?: Johanna
(215) That turned you on?: Tommy...ohhh...
(216) You went shopping with?: Stashie
(217) That broke your heart?: Jason
(218) To disappoint you?: Jason
(219) To ask you out?: uhh...this section sucks...I don't wanna talk about it
(220) To make you cry?: Jason
(221) To brighten up your day?: Johanna
(222) That you thought about?: Tommy
(223) You saw a movie with?: Vonnie
(224) You talked to on the phone?: John
(225) You talked to through IM?: Lee
(226) You saw?: Johanna
(227) You lost?: Jason
(229) You thought was completely insane?: myself
(230) You wanted to be?: no one
(231) You told off?: Jason
(232) You trusted?: Jason
(233) You turned down?: This 33 year old from the cruise

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: like 2 mins ago
(235) Laughed?: driving around with Jo
(236) Cried?: this morning
(237) Bought something?: tea at klekolos
(238) Danced?: friday on the cruise
(239) Were sarcastic?: 3 seconds ago
(240) hugged someone?: when I left the "house" party
(241) Talked to an ex?: when John called
(242) Watched your fave movie?: yesterday
(243) Had a nightmare?: last nite
(245) Talked on the phone?: 30 minutes ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: an hour ago
(247) Watched TV: yesterday
(248) Went Out: about an hour ago
(249) Helped someone?: 10 mins ago
(250) Were mean?: not sure
(251) Sang?: on the way home tonight
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: like 2 weeks ago
(253) Said "I love you"?: earlier to my daddy:)
(254) Missed someone?: now...:(
(255) Fought with a family member?: this afternoon
(256) Fought with a friend?: last month
(257) Had a serious conversation?: yesterday
(258) Got drunk?: last week...for a week...lol
(259) Had sex?: 5 days ago...lol...

wow it's been a while

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 22:13:14 GMT

even though it has been awhile I've decided to make this short because I'm lazy:)

recent events-

Nervous breakdown...wasn't pretty...still don't wanna talk about it...
Lost my virginity...finally...to Jason...
Jason broke up with me to fuck a whore out in Vegas...
Stash almost died in a skiing accident...
Hooked up with an exs best friend...:-/
Decided that I couldn't deal with anything anymore...I need time away...
Went on a cruise...total happiness...:)
Had a one night/week stand with a soldier...sooooooooo amazing...
Decided that bowling was no longer important to me...
I'm going to do something different with my life:)

I can't explain it...

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 20:39:33 GMT

So yet again...I know it's been a long time...we still don't have the internet up and running at this fucking shithole...

So as you could see...I'm transferring...but not till next fall...

Finally I've realized what I've been thinking about since January...I don't fit in here...I can't stand the area...and most of the people...and this school pretty much sucks...I can't afford to pay $18,000 to go somewhere I can't stand...

I need to get as far as fucking possible away from here...my family is making me crazy

Where do I wanna go...well...there's a few schools on my list...suprisingly UNLV is at the top of my list...Fresno State is on it...Lindenwood...and I dunno where else...

I went back out to Vegas this weekend...

I love him...

He surprised me and took me out to Cali for the weekend...best time ever...

I can't stand to be so far away from him...

Why out of everyone did I have to fall for someone 2500 miles away?...

This fucking sucks...

I hate not knowing when I'm definitely going to see him again...

January is so far away...I can't wait that long...

I must convince him to come here...

I can do this...

long long time...

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 00:12:20 GMT

So I realize I haven't written anything legitimate in like a month...so here goes...

SPC sucks and the internet won't be up and working in my apartment till the end of the month and I'm not a big fan of the computer lab...

School is ok...6 classes kinda suck...but they're fairly easy...work is work...kinda got a pay decrease because they changed the workstudy crap...so I definitely need to find a new job somewhere...3 people in a 4 person apartment...kinda kewl...I got my own room again...but it's cramped and weird...but it's still my own room...I have my car though...thats all I need...

and here goes the craziness...I'm totally in love with a guy from Las Vegas...I met him there during vacation via Kolt...totally wasn't expecting it and almost didn't want it...but for some reason I think it just might work...I've totally never cried over a guy before until I had to leave Jason...so I went back...and I'm going back again Columbus Day weekend...I can't get enough of him...it's fucking crazy...he's a sweetheart...I just can't explain it...little things like wanting me to keep my grades up and introducing me to his friends because he wants them to get to know me...and he cares about me...genuinely...I just don't know what to do with myself...I know it's crazy...you don't have to tell me that...

and my brother...not Stash...my older half brother Jerry...he has MS and has been suffering forever...can barely function these days...a couple weeks ago he decided that he couldn't deal with it anymore and chose October 15th as the day he wanted to be taken off of his feeding tube...me and my mom haven't known what to do with ourselfs for the past couple of weeks...well today he decided that his pain meds were working and that he was going to stay with us a while longer...TOTALLY the BEST NEWS EVER...

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 01:59:11 GMT

Category VI - The Strange
Attractor

Though you're not quite sure why, people are drawn
to you like moths to a flame. You really
are too cool for words.

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Tue, 24 Aug 2004 20:56:20 GMT

9 things you're looking forward to:
-Vegas
-getting off the plane and seeing the love of my life
-spending the ENTIRE weekend with Jay
-those nights in my car
-12:01 on august 31st
-freshmen
-random trips with Alicia and Laura
-using the freshmen to my advantage
-oteam being over

8 things that you wear daily:
-panties
-shorts
-earrings
-shirt
-footwear
-necklace
-rings
-watch

7 things that annoy you:
-freshmen
-football players
-my gramma
-the W
-good people dying young
-my insecurities
-the scar from my eyebrow ring

6 things you touch every day:
-myself?
-laptop
-doorknob
-bed
-this desk
-my keys

5 things you do every morning:
-wake up
-brush teeth
-go potty
-get dressed
-wander across the street in traffic

4 people you'd like to spend more time with:
-Jay
-my brother
-my oteam buddies
-my dad

3 movies you could watch over and over:
-The Princess Bride
-Interview With a Vampire
-Harold and Kumar go to White Castle

2 of your favorite songs at the moment:
-Yellowcard "Only One"
-Midtown "As Long As We Keep Our Bodies Numb We're Safe"

officially crazy

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 01:35:00 GMT

I'm going back to Vegas on Thursday...:)

ohh dear lord...

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 16:16:40 GMT

You Know You're From Connecticut When...
You have hiked up a big hill or small mountain at least once for a keg party.

You never went to a bar in high school.

You thought that the only highways were 91 and 84.

You thought everyone couldn't buy beer after 8 pm

You actually thought that Hartford was big

You or someone you know has attended UCONN

You drive a JETTA

You still think that the Whalers are cool.

You have been to Misquamicut and to that little hot dog place.

There is a farm within miles of your house

You thought bars were really for people over 21

Your high school thanksgiving football game was the highlight of your school year.

You don't have an accent when you talk

You have known at least 2 preppy rich kids from Fairfield who listen to Phish.

You love Hilton Kaderli and your mom cried when he retired.

UConn basketball rules and no one can tell you different

You have deer in your backyard.

You didn't drink or do drugs until 10th grade.

You still don't understand why people say that Connecticut is the richest state.....

Your best friend went to Central, Western, Eastern and finally Manchester Community College.

Your mom works at Travelers and your dad works at Pratt and Whitney.

You have been drunk at the Meadows and don't remember the concert.

You go to Riverside at least once a summer

Your parents actually care about the Governor, the Patriots coming to Hartford, the lights at Christmas in Hartford & Channel 3 news.

You have a UCONN flag outside of your house year round

You think New Jersey was a toxic waste dump

You hang out at Denny's

You've partied at bonfires

You have at least one friend with a pickup

You think everyone works tobacco in the summer

You think Old Lyme is a shore town

You've been to Cape Cod

You think the Connecticut River is endless

The town diner is the only place open after midnight.

You have at least 4 friends who drive Jeep Grand Cherokees

You root for all the New York sports teams

If anybody asks, you're from just outside of New York.

You've never looked at a public bus schedule

You have both girlfriends and guyfriends with the same name as you.

You go to the diner late night to post party.

You think New Haven is the worst ghetto you've ever seen

You can proudly tell an outsider about Nutmeg.

You weekend either on the Cape or Rhode Island at a summer home

You have said... " I'm in a good location... Between both Boston and New York."

You can carry on a conversation about Mike Liut, Torrie Robertson, and the Brass Bonanza.

You have to explain Cow Tipping to people from out of state.

When you go to a real city, you sincerely feel bad for every poor / homeless person you see.

You get pissed at anyone who doesn't know how to drive in the snow.

You can name all the members of the UCONN men's and women's basketball teams.

You still can't find your way in Hartford (except for that bar area near Union Station.)

You hold the door open for someone and they don't say "Thank You."

You own a golden or a lab (used to...)

You own real Oakley's

You only know Westbrook and Clinton because they have good outlets

You don't think you're a yuppie, but the rest of the country does

You only ski in Vermont or out West

Your mother is the head of the PTA

There is absolutely nothing to do in the winter

You live twenty minutes form either an Abercrombie & Fitch, J. Crew, or GAP.

You sail, or know someone who does.

You don't understand why everyone else has not been to Europe.

You can't get through the week with out a Coffee Coolata

Your family owns more cars than legal drivers

School attire is a North Face fleece jacket, a North Face Fleece or L.L. Bean back pack, a plaid shirt, khakis, and Doc Martins.

Summer footwear is either Reefs or Birks

You carry your keys on a carabineer, but you don't know how to rock climb.

You feel for the homeless, but are not willing to give up the golf course land to develop a homeless shelter.

As a child you took horseback riding, golfing, tennis and swimming lessons.

You grew up wanting to be a lifeguard

You own every DMB CD

The state is so small you know where all the speed traps are

You can't understand why people don't understand what your talking about when you refer to a "package" store

You went to prep school even though your public schools are awesome

People actually wear sweaters around their necks

You've never taken public transportation

You know of at least one person who's house was totally trashed after a huge party

Your mom drives a Volvo wagon

You have at least one friend whose house was built in the 1800's

You live in a huge colonial

You know at LEAST one person who has been pulled over and found to have weed in their car

The only overcrowding is of deer in your backyard

Your house would cost half as much in any other state

Your wardrobe contains at least three pairs of cords and five wool sweaters

Half of your friends are from another town because yours is so small

At least one of your friends has a sick house right on the water

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Connecticut.

thanks frank

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 08:16:13 GMT

I've been meaning to put these up for a while and Jo's tribute to Midtown reminded me...this is too fitting for the way things have been lately...the reason I say thanks Frank is because he bought me the new TBS cd(totally the first time a boy has bought me anything that I actually wanted...besides the Josh Groban tix...and the Yankees/Sox tix...lol) and it reminded me that Midtown's new cd had come out the week before...so I bought it...lol...but anywho...like a week and a half ago shit happened with Ricky...I confronted him...he denyed everything and blamed Malynda and Crista(how fucked up is that)...and Rob...and Rob turned into a psycho cuntbag asshole...believing every word out of Ricky's mouth, making me look like a lying whore...all I've got to say is fuck that shit...

"So Long As We Keep Our Bodies Numb We're Safe"

It's what you want
It's your amphetamine
Another night you're settling
For comfort in your bed

The more you fill
The more you're empty
You're never what you should be
Here is why you're sad

You're miserable
When he is close
So take another drink
Another drink will numb those senses

And make the most
Of flesh and bones
If it helps you
Fall asleep

I'm watching you change
It doesn't have to be this way
It gets harder everyday
So you keep numb to feel safe

Fuck what you know
Can't you see its shallow?
Every time you swallow-
Do you get a taste of what you've become?

Regrets, they wake you in the morning
You shower but you're not clean
Please just listen

I still remember the days
When you didn't feel the need to escape
And every demon you never face
Is the reason you're not safe

Please understand that you've had every chance
You've had all the time
All the time in the world

You don't listen (x infinite)

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Mon, 02 Aug 2004 15:18:10 GMT

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Fri, 23 Jul 2004 18:21:53 GMT

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Last Cigarette:	Tuesday
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good god...

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 17:57:49 GMT

wow...where do I even start...

OTEAM...first week...absolutely amazing...my 11 incoming freshmen were the greatest kids ever...they made my first week as an OTEAM leader a breeze and I can only hope that the next two weeks go as smoothly...I met the two guys from CT...Dan was fucking awesome...we had this CT bond that I think nobody could understand...it was like a higher...crazy...fucked up level...and then theres John...this guy likes everything that I like...he even has the Rocky broadway soundtrack...need I say more...but I guess what I'm trying to say is that it feels amazing to know that you have made such an impact on someone's life...I mean those freshmen looked up to me and said that I made them feel awesome...they had fun...and they were excited about coming to SPC...go me:)

Thursday...made it back to CT just in time for Chris Carrabba's solo acoustic show...oh my god...can I say that this show was exactly what I needed to unwind from the OTEAM stress...he's absolutely amazing and he just has this spark when he comes home that cannot be seen anywhere else...hands down one of the best shows I've ever been to...

Friday...Dave fucking Matthews Band...it was awesome except for the fact that I almost got arrested in the parking lot...2 kids in the car next to me got busted for sellin pot...then before I know it there are like 5 cops bringing kids to this big ass van with cases of beer and such...so I trucked my ass away from there...but anywho...Dave was amazing like always...

Saturday...party at my hizzle...crazy ass shit...and I'm not going into anymore detail.

415.5x2*eVie

way toooooooo much

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 19:27:17 GMT

yeah...I'm sure most of you are dying to know whats been going on in my world...lol...lots and lots and lots of fucking shit...thats all I've got to say...Keystone in Ohio was a blast...almost got arrested...realized that I'm (still) massively in love with Ged...but what else is new...oteam is going...this week is the first week of orientation...bring on the lil froshies...been having some of my own fun...been meeting new peoples...and yeah...still no internet in my apartment...grr...don't even wanna talk about the whole roommate thing...got my new car...its a purdy 2003 chrysler sebring lx with a sun roof and its gold...mmm...I'm in love...lol...thats it for now...

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Tue, 06 Jul 2004 15:26:15 GMT

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yeah...so I'm a little more normal than I thought...ohh watch out for an update soon

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extended stay...?

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 17:28:50 GMT

So yeah...I've been home since Thursday and I don't have to be back in Jersey until Monday nite...holler...lol

Thursday...took the train home...ran some errands...went to dinner with mommy and a lady she works with...went to the Bushnell saw Starlight Express...male lead couldn't sing...killed some of my favorite Broadway music...blah...then came home and uhh chilled afterwards...

Friday...bum day...didn't wake up until 2ish...then proceeded to try on every dress I own...Mikey came over after he got outta work...picked out the lil black one with pink trim from express...then we went to dinner at Lenny and Joe's and got EAT shirts...lol...then I came home and decided whether I was gonna go out with Frank or TJ...obviously TJ one because I knew he wouldn't try to rape me...he's like absolutely super wonderful...and I guess I should of realized this a long long time ago...but definitely going to pursue something with him...being with him just feels right...

Saturday...The wedding of the people I still don't know...lol...drove to Mikey's for 12:30...went to the church in Farmington...watched the bride cry the whole ceremony and listened to the priest crack jokes...then went to Westfarms with the vernon lanes posse...which included Garrett...oh lord...I'll get to that...walked around for a lil bit...then headed to the Goodwin Hotel in Hartford for the reception...which started out with cocktail hour dare I say...yeah...after a couple vodka tonics and a bacardi and diet coke...I was definitely feeling it...and it was barely 6...lol...then the Garrett flirting started...it always starts after a lil while...Mikey stopping anything from happening a long time ago was a bad idea because there is all this vent up tension between the 2 of us...ugh...so after a couple of glasses of champagne and wine dinner arrived...my filet mignon was wonderful...then it was dance time...which started out with me and this girl Bethany because we didn't know anyone there...lol...then Garrett stepped in...which probably pissed Mikey off to no end...hey buddy...I'm not your property...had some cake...and another vodka tonic...and lets just say I was having a blast...left the party around 10 and headed off to tbowl for some cosmic duck pin bowling...Mikey had enough of me and Garrett(hahahaha) and left after one game...so me, Garrett, Josh, and Bethany bowled some more and left a lil after midnight...I proceeded to and I use this word lightly...drive home...and pass out...

Sunday...bum day #2...lol...I got up around 12 and don't intend on doing anything today...I'm saving up my energy for SEVENDUST...holler...it's gonna be sooooooooo much fun...

415.5x2~eVie

ohh chit I'm alive...

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 16:15:48 GMT

surprised aren't you?

well...I've moved back to Jersey I guess I could say...I'm down the hill in my stylin apartment with no internet connection because one of my roommates won't pay her cable bill and comcast is gay and will only let you have one bill per apartment...oh well...I'm only going thru withdrawl:( The Oteam shit is fun as hell...everyone that is living there seems to be meshing really well and well other things can help that too...my class is going alright...11 chapters of accounting in 8 days can seem like a bit much...who am I kidding...its way too much...I got a B- on my midterm which was the first 5 chapters...then this comin thursday is my final and I'm done and home for a while till Oteam starts up...holla...Jonathan is comin over Wednesday to study...lol...and hopefully not much studing is done...ok lemme explain...Jonathan...who at the current time is making me attempt to forget about Rob(not the Rob yall know)...better known as paycheck boy has been a *crush* of mine since like January and I almost flipped when I found out that he was in my class...he's a senior:)...and so sweet...we talk and talk and talk...and he drives me to my apartment after class everyday...its so cute it almost makes me sick...lol...so anywhoo...I think after me just blushing my ass off after three weeks of class I might just tell him that I like him...

hmm...EJC was last weekend...might I say that I kicked some fucking ass...outta 87 I ended up like 17th...which made me the alternate for finals...mommy almost cried...needless to say we were surprised...jbt yesterday...the invitational...who knows how I got invited...but fucking people don't need to ask why I got invited...ugh...it seems like my shitlist just keeps getting larger and larger...Ricky...well you can just fuck yourself...stop talking shit...you've ruined enough for me...and well all the others need to realize that I can't stand being around them as much as they can't stand me living...ugh...I never did shit to any of you...this is why I'm done...I'm getting the fuck outta the jbt world...maybe its all of you...you're all so use to acting the way that you do and you don't notice how fucked up you all really are...and oh Rob...thanks for snapping my self-esteem in half...so Crister and Jo...get this...I bring Angela(yes her) with me bowling once cuz I was trying to set her up with Mikey and all of a sudden Ricky wants her...then shes like ehh to Ricky and now her and Rob are talking...Rob is the fucking reason that all this shit has gone bad bowling...I had the biggest crush on him for the longest time...and you wanna know what he told me...he just wanted to be friends because Ricky telling him lies about me and his friends don't like me...so whats he fucking go and do...start talking to Angela...WTF...way to make me wanna kill myself...so yeah...I'm pissed at all of them and I told them that it was shitty of them to whatever with each other and they don't care...Rob wants some explanation...how do I tell him...well...it just doesn't make sense...and you know what I mean...by not sounding completely selfcentered...he keeps telling me that I came before her and that it wasn't meant to be and it's not like he's picking her over me...but yet he has the balls to say don't get in the way of what could be a good thing...but he has no problem stopping what could be a good thing between the two of us...ugh...I wanna tell Ricky off and beat his ass...and well Rob...I just wish he could see...

my dad is back too...ugh...can't even describe that shit...I must of spent like $600 on his credit card when he was gone and I'm afraid to be around when he gets the bill...I just did it...well people told me it would make me feel better...and I really don't...I'm still pissed and bitter about the whole situation...whatfuckingever...

holy shit I just vented a shitload of shit...god I miss the internet...

415.5x2~eVie

quickie...

Sat, 22 May 2004 04:13:56 GMT

It's way past my bedtime seeing that it's doubleheader day! Woohoo...I'm finally going to kick some ass! Not much has been happening...yeah right...I found out that someone has been talking major crap about me...all lies and everyone is believing him...it's last summer all over again and I'm sick of him ruining my happiness...I don't know what to do:(

went to Long Island yesterday to see Pops(Coach Mike) got my pitches fixed...and got a new ball...lol...my dad finally called...grr asshole...got my hair did...looks fuckin hot...and went to play with my new ball...

today...I slept till 2:) then I picked Stashole up from school and started the cleandown...I've still got soooooooo much to to...then it was funky's bday party...which was kewl cuz Effie and Neil came down with Makayla and she's so fucking adorable...then I went to Silver for the usual Friday nite disaster...hung out with Jesse and Brandon...bowled with Scaggs...nuff said... shot 232 and 253...had a ton of the guys that bowl the league staring...it was kinda funny...

ugh wish me luck...
415.5x2~eVie